I used to think silence is horrible. I like to get things out of my chest, voice them out, get the problem solved. Then I learnt that getting it out doesn't always equate to resolving it. Now I realised that I have came to forget this. Oh silly me, how could I forget? What made me think it'd be different this time? Turns out they're the same. I'll learn to shut my self in once again. I'll shut up. The same thing that caused me so much hurt. But I'll just let it eat my up from inside out till I'm left with an empty shell. At least my heart will remain. Just that maybe, just maybe, it will no longer beat.

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Do you ever

feel like you're really alone? Like, even with all the acquaintances, friends, family, lover you have, you're ultimately alone after all.

Scar

One of the worst nights I've ever experienced. It was too brutally honest. Words spoken in anger are those that are the truest.

I don't know if this scar will ever fade away.

Popping by because
#1) It's the first day of school
#2) Monday blues
#3) Feeling fucked up because of the above reasons
#4) Need somewhere to rant
#5) Haven't updated in a while

So my timetable as of now is really screwed up. I've always sucked at planning and I just hate what I'm going through now. Need to settle it ASAP or I'll just be so damn grumpy.

Just came back from a three week long getaway to Taiwan and Korea. It was a good trip. I didn't feel like returning. Not that I dislike Singapore but 3 weeks wasn't enough for me. I will try to upload photos on those soon.

Spent my last holiday weekend on MJ camp. I look forward to MJ camp every single year because I know it'll inspire me once again, and I'll grow and learn from it. This year was especially good for me because I learnt with a much more open mind and heart. Tried to absorb like a sponge. It feels really refreshing to feel different this year. #getoutoftheshybox

I hope to achieve more through dance this year. #leapoffaith

:)