Feeling a little... Aimless. Without all the dance practices that I've been keeping myself busy with, I ran out of the most convenient excuse to shield other responsibilities away. I'm pretty bad at facing things. I'm an avoider, always have been, when it comes to certain responsibilities. Studies are supposed to be on the top of my priority list now, like, flashing red emergency state kind of priority. Just can't seem to gear myself into it just yet. Whining yet again but I know it'll just end up the same way as it always have been. But, just... Let me whine my share of woes away. That's the least I could do to rid of this sucky feeling a little.

Also, I have been behaving like a little bitch lately. Insecure, moody, sensitive, overreacting, cranky, you name it, I have it. Wish I could just switch off my emotions sometimes (idea obviously adapted from Vampire Diaries) just to shut all these negativities off.

Atop of all these worries, I am still fat. Fuck.