Was already lying in bed preparing to sleep but I simply can't due to all the frustration that I have in my stomach.

Just hate how I disappoint myself sometimes. How I'm not able to achieve something although I know I can do better, and how I want to be better but I can't and I am actually sore about it. Things haven't been going my way the past few days ugh. It's a mixture of EVERYTHING. So much hate going on it's actually toxic.

HATEEEEEEEE.