You would spend your life completely wasting your time

Feeling this familiar sense of absence. Weird, but it was more of a neutral emotion. Took a slow stroll back to hall after dinner and I love how calming it was, being alone.

But there has got to be more to life than this. More than wandering about.

Starting to take liking towards silence. Being quiet.

I'm just another average, am I not? Would I make a difference if I disappeared from the surface of earth? Replaceable. Disposable. Nobody really needs anybody if they don't need them. True?

While many others have something to fight for, I'm just... Wandering.

Wish I could light up another stick but it ran out. I should stop before it develops into a habit.