First MJ class of the semester! So glad I went for it because the choreo was way better than what I expected. Well, we all know Pat's hard-hitting style and somewhat awkward steps that are so hard to execute. Today's was sleek and smooth, a joy to watch and to dance to.

Really humbled to get picked out by Pat for tonight's class. Honestly I did really normal -_- but I guess he wanted to give the "less-featured" people a little highlight. The first time I ever got selected was during my first junior class. Subsequently I'm just like... a flop all the time haha. I am secretly really afraid of doing groups during classes. I just find it super stressful. & I'm the sort who needs time to internalize movements and to feel comfortable with it. So I've always hated the part during classes where we have to take turns to execute the piece. I prefer standing in my little spot in a corner, just doing the dance however I want, dancing with everyone else.

But in any case, Pat commented that I really need to stop hiding at the back because he noticed that I always do, and he doesn't understand why I keep doing that since I can do the piece. & I guess... I'll try??? :\

In any case, it's ahbee's first class leading as a dance captain today. Very proud of him :) Could tell he was very nervous about it, but that means he's treating it very seriously. & that's good. I guess it's really stressful, to have the whole club to look up to and all that. But I know he'll do a really good job because he's awesome like that!

Really don't have much time with the boy this week, so I'm really cherishing whatever time I have with him.

Driving at 8am tomorrow. I must be nuts to have taken that slot.