Heart

3rd vetting is over. My weekend was absolutely crazy, literally dancing my way through both days from 8am - 11pm. I know I'm not alone. It's so heartening to see everyone pushing so hard to make this concert awesome. I can't really feel my limbs now, my lower back is literally screaming at me to give it a break, my thighs are beyond sore, but I know at the end of the day it will be so worth it. Why we push, for our passion, for the love for dance that we all share, to create this beautiful piece of art.

I still remember the period where we first started counting down, 13 weeks. & it's just 12 days left now. Every single second counts. Looking at how all of us evolved - each item growing, taking shape, coming to live, the items turning into a real story, and how every single dancer grew - it's beyond amazing.

Really appreciate those moments where people came up to me and tell me how I improved, or how they liked which certain parts I did. It pushes me on. I know I can give more and I want to get better than this.

& honestly, I don't know if some of my (non-dancer) friends know what exactly this concert means to me. My entire life sort of revolves around it for the past couple months. I won't say I'm not disappointed for those who didn't even give a fuck about it when I approached them to ask if they want to watch it. Honestly, I'm rather angry (the least a friend could do is to reply my damn message). But I now know who cares and who don't, who matters and who don't.

Well, they're the ones who are missing out on a good show anyway.