& I realised how nothing can be certain, and how everything is intricately related to everything else. One thing connects to another: results are started by causations. One wrong move can kill. & I realise how I keep talking about the same thing over and over again because that's just how insecure, how skeptical I am. It's ridiculous how the whole world can crumble down because of ONE single decision that ONE person made. It's ridiculous how some things you thought may never occur, occurs. It's ridiculous how I don't understand how so many things work. It's ridiculous how so many things are ridiculous in this world.
I can't handle stress, I'll admit that. I respect people who can.
Just so many things going through my head right now. & I suddenly thought to myself that things are never just black and white. They can't be that simple. The world is just made up with different shades of grey.
Second week of the new semester and I'm already feeling lethargic. Need strength to carry on.
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