Sometimes I look into the mirror and start frowning, getting upset with how ugly I look. All I can see are my flaws and imperfections. I detest the reflection I see. Why can't I have nicer skin? I'm not asking for flawless skin. I just don't want blemishes all over my face. Why aren't they clearing up yet? Other people are all telling me that they'll clear up after a while. But no. My problem persists. How fucking damn long do I have to wait till my condition gets better? I know I sound superficial, but my skin problem has been troubling me for a long time. Do not try to be saint-like and tell me things like "looks doesn't matter as long as you're beautiful inside". Go fuck yourself. Because looks matters a whole lot and the whole world knows that. It affects my self-esteem. With all the shit that's on my face, I don't even look presentable or whatever. Concealer doesn't even work so I don't bother. Applying pimple creams doesn't show any effect. The dermalogical facial I went for left me with scars. Washing my face frequently made me breakout even more. I fear oral medications because once I stop the problems would come back. So what the fuck do I do? I am so ugly I am disgusted by myself.
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hey ... i got a method which works alot. you know those vitamin E pill . You cut a small tip off the pill and squeese the oil out and apply on your face before you sleep . It helps alot.. Plus because of the acid in our body , pimples hard to go away.. Drink more alkaline water(able to get at seven eleven)
Cheers
Adam
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