& having so much to say, & watching you walk away.
JDC in a couple of hours. Felt so uncertain about our progress and my ability to catch up. After several runs, hardwork, sweat, cleaning cleaning and MORE cleaning, I say we're more than ready to put up a good show. Today's full run was the best ever. I felt it. They say you can FEEL the presence of the other dancers even without looking. I TRULY EXPERIENCED IT ON THAT STAGE, AT THAT MOMENT. Simply magical. All that's left is tomorrow, on the REAL run. I hope we don't get all nervous and spoil everything. Honestly speaking, that's my biggest from now - drawing from the bad experience from impre...
Speaking of impre, it is just so hard to get over. How can something that you enjoy doing SO MUCH, destroy you so badly when you fail? The hardwork put in pays off if you get the reward you deserve. But when you don't, you just fall. YOU FALL SO HARD. Just a single blow sets everything crumbling. It's too much for me to comprehend. :(
Staying away from competitive/hardcore dancing for a long time after tomorrow. I swear I need a break. I DESERVE A BREAK. There is, of course, no easy way out for everything. If you want to excel in dance, you've got to work hard and learn things the hard way. But I've had enough, for now. I miss dancing as a form of leisure. Just simple fun without complications. I miss it.
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