6th

So it's our 6th month together now & it's really strange. Half a year ain't that long a time but it feels like he's been my life since for a long long time. Not in a bad way. But just, I don't exactly remember how I lived my life without him prior to this. Weird.

So I sent him like a virtual package, also as a form of exam encouragement, via email. It's the second time I'm doing a exam welfare pack for him! I feel happy whenever I do stuff for him.

Not posting up the contents (duhhhhh) but the gist is that I made a Gwiyomi video. Yes. Proceed to judge. But hey, I really had fun making the video. How often do you get to go all out and act cute like this. After all I'm turning 22 (old hag) and yeah GOTTA ACT CUTE WHILE I AM.... NOT THAT OLD YET RIGHT?!

Screenshots --- because the video itself is for Lester's eyes only hahahahaha, although it did sort of leak out and a few of my friends saw it before him. DON'T BOTHER SEARCHING FOR IT, YOU CAN'T. HAHAHA. IT'S PRIVATE NOW!

HAHAHAHA the video is worse. I think I'm not exactly the cutesy kind of girlfriend so yes, this is a one off thing. COUNT YOURSELF LUCKY I TRIED TO ACT CUTE TO YOU OKAY LESTER LEONG.

So this tiny little part of me was hoping that he would get me Ladurée macarons, after dropping hints multiple times. Actually no, I in-his-face told him "PLEASE BUY ME MACARONS. PLEASE." every once a few days, but he didn't. In fact he replied with a "NO". So I was a little upset, partly because I REALLY REALLY wanted to try the macarons, and also because I kinda like surprises from time to time I'M A GIRL HOR OKAY. Also, he forgot that it was our monthsary. But IT'S OKAY. I mean, honestly we don't really celebrate our months, and sometimes we both forget the dates together. So yeah. JUST GET ME MY MACARONS AFTER EXAMS TOGETHER, BITCH. PFFT.

Okay after bitching about him I should praise him. He's actually really sweet on a daily basis. He takes care of me, helps me clear my plates, still cracks my eggs for breakfast, pledged to peel prawns for me (because I am a princess like that), listens to me whine, tries to reassure me every other day because I'm like damn fucking insecure all the fucking time, cuddles me when I feel upset, walks me up to my doorstep if he happens to send me home, offers me his food whenever he thinks my meal looks tragic, etc etc. It's all the littlest things. So I'm really grateful, just to have him by my side, through everything.  & those are enough (although a surprise from time to time would be awesome. Tyvm.)

Okay gotta go study. EXAMS. UGH.