Panic Attack

It's tomorrow it's tomorrow it's tomorrow and I'm not ready not ready not ready. Locking myself in school for a full week (inclusive of weekends) sort of forced me to study, at least harder than I usually do (which actually means not studying at all). BUT I'M STILL UNPREPARED. Ah, who am I kidding?! A week's worth of preparation to counter 13 weeks of lagged school work? What a joke. AHHHHH OMGGGGGGG feel like throwing my plushies against walls and squishing them. AND I JUST KEEP THINKING OF FOOD EVERY SINGLE SECOND. It's like an obsessive compulsive disorder OMG I'm tested on OCD tomorrow and I can't remember the definition I WANNA DIE okay bye