Is it wrong to always long for a certain sort of freedom? I hover between clinging onto something real and that desire for freedom. & I go through the same sort of emotion every day, with the thought hanging around the back of my head, so much so that maybe it's already something that defines me by now. Would it be pathetic for me to feel sad for myself over such a thing? After all, it's just me being selfish. But...

Haven't had a happy post in such a long time. Should start thanking what I have and be appreciative again.