I haven't even showered because I'm too tired to drag my heavy ass to the bathroom. I'm so tired I'm on the verge of tears all the time omg it's like I'm suffering from permanent PMS can you imagine how bad that is. Seriously, I'm suffocating so badly, but just give me a moment to escape. 'Cos once I step out of the shower I know I have to sew my SDD costume, I know I have to study, and I know tomorrow will come when I finally sleep and force myself to wake up in the morning knowing that both my first paper AND SDD prelims would be on that very day.

Give me time to take all these in.

& really, the feedback for our routine weren't all that great. I don't want to pull the team down. Right now I really want it, I want us to enter finals. There, I said it. I'll be really sad if we don't.

ARGH OK. TIME TO MAN THE FUCK UP AND FACE REALITY, ONE THING AT A TIME.

CHIONG!