Perpetually confused these days. The fear is not going away. It's intensifying. That ache in my heart is frightening me. It's something that could potentially damage. Really hate trying to reason with myself whenever I feel like I'm thinking irrationally. Then again, am I? I don't really think I'm the sort who gets bothered over nothing. But I just want to keep these things aside. Sweep it to the dusty corner of my heart, along with everything else.