Life

Allow me to revitalize this pathetic little space in the world wide web once again. I've kinda forgotten about you, my dear blog. Hahaha. My life revolves around my job, and the fun after working, when I meet up with friends.

Office dynamics have changed so much since Estelli Angel and Puipui left. Now Lorraine and Cindy left the job to pursue their education as well. Joleen had to leave the job due to certain reasons. Wilson is leaving soon to take a break. We're all different people with different goals in life. I'm glad we were able to cross paths, to work as colleagues for that certain period of time. New temps are added to the team as well. Bixuan, Hongru, Huixin, Liza and Yiqi. & people who stay --- Jocelyn, Lawrence, and Leon (this boy ah, very indecisive).

What do I want? Am I happy with just sitting in the office fiddling with data entry, or do I want more in life? Maybe look for a job that serves my interest better? That may help me in my future career? Is it too late to look for one? Am I able to cope? A part of me just wants a simple life --- sit there earn money, the slacker it is the better. But another side of me wants to do something more, much more, something that can impact my life and maybe others. What do I want? I've been thinking for pretty long, and I still have no definite answer.

Shenghui is starting to show me more concern recently, which I am really glad about. :) the other day he offered to deliver selegie soya bean milk with pearls over to my place because I was having eye infection and he wanted to make me feel happier. Although he didn't really do it (because I'm going out and our timing clashed), but I'm really overjoyed by the fact that he had the thought to do such a sweet thing. Honestly, he's not that much of a sweet person. Romantic, uhhh, not so much. But he's sorta adorable (himbo himbo stupid stupid one) by himself, so much so I can be just happy sometimes w/o him doing anything much. Hahaha.

In any case, my pathetic bank was left with a mere sum of $0.09. Many wondered how I did it, and I'm puzzled too. Until last night. Lo and behold, my first sum of pay came in!!!!!! :D how elated I am! The money came at the right time. It's not a lot (because my pay is pathetic and DAMN YOU CPF) but those are money that I earned with my own effort, and I won't need to eat grass to survive!!!! Yahooooo! \(´▽`)/

Estelli Peixuan and I are also trying to setup a blogshop. Till date we didn't have much time to go into details and take time to set it up properly. But we'll do so soon and so friends please support our blogshop then! Promise to only bring in stuff with good quality and designs ;) & my two dearest girls, I love you two so so much. You guys are like sisters to me, like people I can never do without. ♥

Alrighty, this post is getting too wordy. Imma take it away from here. Baiiiii! :)
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when we collide, sparks fly

So after chilling out on Friday...

Saturday

Met boyfie for a date to Science Centre for the CSI experience! We were so excited at first. But the day was just so damn lousy. We quarreled from beginning till end, from the time we met till we left each other. It was horrible and so exhausting. But I'm glad we made it through.



Screwed up day, I can't even believe how screwed up it is.
Timing dragged and late for dental, heavy downpour right when we wanted to leave, unable to hail a cab, decided to brave the storm, ended up getting drenched (or I would say SPLASHED by water puddles, TWICE, because of passing cars), late for dental, quarreling about senseless stuff, angry with each other etc etc.

But at the end we solved our problems so that's good :) Hate quarreling!


HAHAHA HIM WITH MY HAIRBRUSH AS HIS TOOTHBRUSH -.-

Supposed to go clubbing with friends, but ended up getting canceled. My bad. I dua all of them. Felt freaking guilty. So met with my two girls to have a chillout session to ease emotional tension haha.

Well... I forgot to bring my wallet. BUT I brought my coin savings out, because I was planning to deposit them into my bank.

Me: OMG I FORGOT TO BRING MY WALLET.
Driver: Uh... Okay....
Me: Do you mind if I pay by coins?
Driver: Uhhh sure, if you have that amount of coins....
Me: Okay hold on. *digs for 5mins* Okay uncle, here's $18.60.

HAHAHA BOW TO ME AND CALL ME COIN GOD!!!!! WIN.









We ended up at The Pump Room (some old people club. All expats and SPGs there. Duh. Presence of expats = presence of SPGs. This ridiculous SPG was lapdancing on this angmoh guy. Get a room lah.)

We were sulking when the live band played cos they played songs like "that's the way uh huh uh huh". & this middle-aged taitai infront of us kept signalling us to dance and kept shouting "WHY AREN'T YOU GIRLS ENJOYING YOURSELVES?!?!?!"

I'm sorry... but the music................ is hard to dance to.

THEN the DJ played some nice tracks and we hit the dance floor!!!!! Felt damn awesome.

Highlight of the night: Angmoh with 5 inch tall Dragonball Z Gouku headgear aka Huge yellow wig, with stockings and hot pants. (Y)


We then chilled by Singapore River and enjoyed the night breeze.
I really like nightlife. Not just clubbing (I don't even go often, or like it that much), but I like spending my night outside.
Just chilling in the pub, or having desserts, supper, or just staying over at friends' place. Spending time like this beats sleeping, doesn't it? (Okay fine, sleeping is as awesome as having nights outside!)

AND I'VE A SECRET.


I'M ACTUALLY SPIDEYTENG.

We are young, we run free

Been a long time since I really had a good rest. Squeezing out time to meet different groups of friends and handling work at the same time tired me out a little, although I had my fair share of fun in the process. But of course, nothing beats catching up with friends.

At one point of time I felt so lethargic all I could think about is sleep. So that's what I did. Slept early, woke up late, requested for a day off from work, and met my 2 favourite girls (YOU TWO BE HONOURED LOL!) the next day.

So long since I felt so free. Signed up for driving theory test with Estelli first. Kinda excited thinking about driving around town in my very own dream car in the shade of baby pink. A girl can dream, couldn't she?? :p

OMG I LOVE CHEESE TOFUS. I'd be so happy if someone got me cheese tofus for my birthday. Hahaha! No, I kid. But my love for cheese tofu is deep. Real deep. Finally got to eat em again ytd!!!! Felt like the happiest person alive!!! *spins around*

After our lunch at pastamania, we went for bowling! Sharing a lane with 2 pro kids was no joke.... We didn't even know how to operate the freaking machine. *headpalm* the two guys had to come over and say "errr you have one more go". We were SOOO embarrassed. But I'm happy I've improved! Winner for round 2, babyyyy! :D I used to lang gao (gutter) like every single round hahahaha.

And we slacked at Starbucks sipping our warm cuppas, chatting about everything and anything, and just enjoying each other's presence. Although we worked together for the past month or so, the only time we really had for each other is during lunch. So yesterday felt refreshing and brought us close :>

And the "Choko!! Matte!!!" inner joke still cracks me up whenever I think about it! LOLLLLL.

Love you two! xinfinityyyyy ∞ ♥

(p.s. Peixuan's new English name is Chenise and mine's Chevonne. HAHAHA. Act ATAS!)
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Change

A lot has been going through my head the past few days. A lot has happened. I feel like I'm drifting on the open sea, clueless. I'm just counting the days as they pass by, with no direction to follow. I'm a very indecisive person, and I usually take the easy way out. I'm generally optimistic, but when I'm left alone, I tend to think about a lot of things.

Everything seems murky and uncertain, hard to find the gleam of light directing me to where I'm supposed to be. Barely rescued my own relationship due to certain reasons, not knowing where to go next --- to work, to stay, to leave, to enjoy? Also, worrying about my results, having nowhere to go.

It's just hard to think clearly with these thoughts bothering me, floating around the top of my head. But I guess I shouldn't over-think, and should just take a step at a time till I find an answer.

I dislike uncertainty. I'm bad at making decisions. But I guess facing different choices and choosing a path eventually is just inevitable in life. Gotta learn to suck it up, & learn to cope with change.


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PIGNIK!

Spent my Sunday morning preparing sushi with Lorraine Estelli Peixuan Jocelyn and Cindy, along with laughters and non-stop chattering. Tiring it may be, but happy we were :)

Rushed down to barrage for picnic with an amazing buncha lovelies. The weather was a bit worrying. There were dark clouds passing above our heads, but good thing it didn't exactly rain, just a very slight drizzle. Other than that, the cool breeze was nice (a tad too breezy at times though), and at least it wasn't scorching hot!

Sabo-ed by Lawrence to eat sandwich that Wilson Leon and himself made. A sandwich that's smacked gaogao with wasabi and salt -_- it tasted SOOOOOOO gross. & to take my revenge and sabo Cindy to eat it.

"Eh cindy try try! Very nice one they make one" HAHA and Cindy's face went like BLEURGH!!!! HAHAHA.

After the picnic we decided hard and long and settled for "The Tourist". Wasn't amazing but it wasn't bad!

Then the guys played pool & the girls watched (& kinda played pool. But we were so lousy I can't say we played. We were just whackin' balls with a rod haha)

Love this bunch of people, rly. They're all so nice. Can't believe most of them are leaving so soon. ): gonna have to cherish the last few weeks spent w them! ♥
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a new cycle of 365 days

Already 6 days into the new year, and I haven't quite gotten used to 2011. I've already set my new year resolutions, scribbled them down with glittered color pens, hoping it might make me look at them more often and actually fufil them.

Looking back at 2010, a lot went by in a flash. Mainly struggling with A level's. But the process was made so much better with the presence of dear friends whom I know will always be there with me. :> I wouldn't say 2010 has been a great year for me, but it wasn't bad either.

11 resolutions for 2011 in a glance

1) Be punctual

2) Take public transport, avoid cabs

3) Stop snoozing/dismissing my alarms

4) Spend more time with my family

5) Spend more time with Tora

6) Start having a goal for my future in terms of further education (local U? If not, other options available? I'm really not confident and confused about my future, to be honest.)

7) Be sure of what I want in my relationship, compromise and keep a balance

8) Cherish all my friends & make an effort to keep them close

9) Lose weight, tone up, and grow some boobs (I'm just kidding about the grow some boobs part. I think it might never happen.)

10) Obtain clear complexion

11) Read widely and gain knowledge --- literature wise, current affairs, fashion, beauty, tabloids, but of course!

Man, if anyone were to judge a person by his/her resolutions, people would judge me for being superficial/bimbotic/vain/bag of lazy bones.

Well here's my list of resolutions in 2010 and very obviously I failed most of em............

Just hoping 2011 that will be a better year for me! & for all of you out there ;)

Shall blog about backdated stuffs soon!

& here's to starting over c:

NYJC Red Carpet 2010

Kay I know......... My blog is collecting dust. & to think I decided that I'll blog regularly just a month ago. Hahaha. Well it's difficult because I'm plain lazy.

So to backtrack a little, after coming back home from the Genting trip with my two lovely crazy girls, it was prom the next day. Pretty hectic, yes I'm aware.

Estelli and I met up at Angel's house to do our makeup and hair before setting off for Raffles Town Country Club. We were clueless about falsies and whatnot and we made quite a mess. But the pro me *cough* managed to figure something out and helped all of us apply falsies!

I pretty up screwed up my makeup and hair. Note to self: DONT KNOW HOW TO CURL HAIR, DONT ANYHOW TOUCH CURLING TONG. TYVM.

Well despite the ruined hair and overly wayang makeup, I would say I had fun cos of a company. & I think prom is a once-in-a-lifetime experience. Look back at your teenage years when you're like 40+ and you realise you've never been to prom --- I think it's kinda sad.

& after prom was partying at post-prom. I wouldn't say Butter is an awesome club. And the dancefloor was packed. It was ladies night to begin with, hence the long drink queues. Only got one drink -_-

Anyway, photos in reversed order cos im lazy to arrange!

@Butter!
















This crazy girl took off her heels in the club and stood barefooted, hence our height disparity.
(I was wearing wedges of 13cm height hahaha)

Speaking of which, Estelli took off her heels cos her feet ached, and I stepped on her toes multiple times while dancing, and poked her eye thereafter. Idk if 1) she's too suay 2) I'm too clumsy 3) a person should never remove his/her shoes in the club.


Germaine was there too!

& there was this annoying fat woman who kept dancing weird. And she's like... bald.


Back at RTCC



They had this red carpet photoshoot corner so we act chio


Lynette


Dancers


Natty


Dancers, again


Ahmeng!

 
 Jas


Lousy food we paid 70bucks for.


Fiona


WE DIDN'T HAVE SEATS INITIALLY AND WE HAD TO ASK MULTIPLE TIMES BEFORE WE GOT CHAIRS. 70bucks for free seating. Awesome much?
But after a while Mr Gary Neo came over and asked our group to sit at the VIP table :p
VIP BABY, VIP!


Aiai. She's so gorgeous that day!


Meatbun


Picture is self-explanatory.
(psst they are the only 2 who are among the same height that night) HAHA


Liyun


Sammy bombelly



Ah huang


When we were cabbing there!

I really didn't like my prom look. The only thing I liked was the dress (from Topshop). & I felt like I was too fat for the dress. But anyway, I had fun!

MORE PHOTOS ON FACEBOOK.

P.S.: Some girl wore a kimono to our prom. So I guess it's safe to say even if I'm fat/ugly, at least I didn't mistake prom for some cultural day -.-